so its been like FOREVER since ive even looked at this thing. hows everyone been. im alright. you know spring break is here and, IM SICK! woo. theres been alot going on

1) we made it to state (proud of those guys)

2) my dad wants me to move to montana for the summer, no idea what im gonna do

3) my family is so unstable, i wish i could take all my sibblings and live with them all in my own house to save them from our parents, its so unfair that they dont get to leave like i did

4) i simply am worn out. school, life, PEOPLE!

softball... its begun, its abd news. lol its pretty rough wtaching us practice. not soo hott.

Me and andy have been going out for one year (officially on saturday) i will be celebrating that by wtaching him play basketball, yeah.  well imbeyond tirted so im hitting the sack, love

Allicen

today was the longest, yet somehow shortest day ever... i wanted it to be over so i can go home, but then when i had to say goodbye/goodnight for the last time for 6 months to my brothers... i realised just how fast time goes

The year is over... tomorrow is the last day

mm so i still have a couple more college aps to fill out and give to mrs. j on tuesday... im a bit behind... i know its bad.

ill talk to u all when i get home, TOMORROW!

Well ive finally come to my final desision on whether or not im moving.

if your heart says you should be with someone than how can do anything other than that?

some things are far better left alone, goodbye just might be as easy as anything. When they turn their back on u without a second thought, they were no friend at all

Im having a rough time, so much of me wants to stay here, there is an amzing mall, haha, its a pretty big place, they have a street "king" that is a 28th basically, it has everything, they have the best stores in the world, they have big schools, my dads gonna build a big house... i honestly think its been a long time since ive been under this much stress cuz i have 4 days to decide what im gonna do.

**EDIT**

sad im missing the game tonight, i guess its in like an half hour... im two hours behind u guys, so its only 4:40 here. I did get to go to the Y today, they have one here and i can use my membership here, i didnt think i could but i can. it was so nice to work out. i ran a few miles and lifted... i realised that the past couple weeks i havent strtched and i tried to do the splits, it was sad. a shame.

today i went downtown and took some really need pictures, i just half to get them onto my computer and touch them up, i have the neatest picture of a railroad and some old buildings... yeah im a nerd. i was out taking pictures on the middle of this rairoad and thi indian came out of the casino adn started yelling for me to come over, so i ran, well i walked away reeeeaaal fast. ive had a rough few dyas with strange guys ofother races, sont take that wrong im in NO way racist.

well im gonna go out to dinner with my stepmom and brothers, my dad hasnt had work for about 1 month, and suddenly when i get here he has a ton to do... lovely. its ok, he di ask me if i minded, and i said no... just cuz i know he would stay home if i told him i wanted to, then ide feel bad. ok im going to the mall. luv u all

allicen